Monday, August 13, 2007
There's this line i reckon, always wanting what you cant get. Such a pain isnt it ? I guess i've gone even further down the bummer line. I've actually GOT somewhat what i wanted, and its amazing how from such a perfect impression, such a -wellll i shall be lenient here, not as nice? picture is painted.
I dont get you i mean you're so BLAH , for once words fail me. I honestly dont know and since i've had that little chat with Bert i mean yeah some things have fallen in place. I know what they say about long lasting true Friendships but yeah ever just sit and wonder sometimes, how many empty superficialities we endure and create on a daily basis. Sure i'll enjoy your company SURE i'll have fun with ya'll but at the end of the day. How many of you would i be able to call up and just discuss topics like this, HELL to even just call you, i dont think so.
It's just so clique-ish it pains me. I know i know i hate that word and i hate to even think i used it BAH but yeah im kinda sick and tired of this rubbish. IM SICK and tired of all these empty empty acquaintances i'm making so often. I know some of the guys are cool and all yeah so i cant totally say i'm at my wits end but yeah i miss the good old days. Maybe its just that sticking with the same old bastards for 10 years kinda ... disadvantaged me where making new friends was concerned. But i just want some stability, is that too much to ask for?
Then again, everyone's life by now has been somewhat established i guess, so finding people who share so much in common with you is kinda hard. Bah what am i blabbering on about again. This is starting to get so bloody emo. But yeah maybe its due to Norah Jones playing in the background. She good, Go buy her album(s), then let me rip it.
Hmm really i mean some basic decency is in order, i dont know if im being oversensitive, i think i am but yeah Basic Decency i reckon, i mean i dont understand how some people can live life with that FUCK THE WORLD attitude on 100% of the time. Yes it is important but sometimes you have to be considerate of people's feelings too? But yeah i guess what i'm trying to say is - and im taking a huge gamble that you dont care enough to or even remember this adress, because i think .....
B EEEEEEEE T CHEEEEE . Cant wait to get out of this rut. Please speed this shit all up. God i think i'm turning as emo as macc LOL. Yes TWO letter C's
alright lets lighten up the mood a little shall we. Well the msia trip is up and running Woot eh haha, well there have also been some unpleasant things i've well not really found out, but been exposed to that have somewhat DAMPENED my view of someone so yeah to that fucktard, Fix your fucking attitude because no one owes you a fucking living, i shant go ahead and wish you misfortune, not because i'm above that but because it'll come knocking on your door if you keep that shit up. Yea, i shant pretend im a forgiving asshole because i'm just a regular asshole ;)
No one said i was perfect either, but hey at least i know when to fucking keep my bloody attitude. I suggest you learn that too. You think everyone adresses you by that monkier for fun? No its because you fucking act like everyone owes you a bloody living and you do SHIT , JACKSHIT close to nothing as far as i'm concerned. So in conclusion er Fuck you? Oh damn i was supposed to end it on a light note. uhhhhh
You're going down faster than a clown going to town in a gown that's brown wearing a frown with his face pointed at the ground. Nigga. Orrrr
You're about as cool as a fool in a pool acting like a tool going t'school. Yes i know the school part doesnt fit in, Well bite me.
no really..
bite me
Yea you blinked didnt you.
I dont get you i mean you're so BLAH , for once words fail me. I honestly dont know and since i've had that little chat with Bert i mean yeah some things have fallen in place. I know what they say about long lasting true Friendships but yeah ever just sit and wonder sometimes, how many empty superficialities we endure and create on a daily basis. Sure i'll enjoy your company SURE i'll have fun with ya'll but at the end of the day. How many of you would i be able to call up and just discuss topics like this, HELL to even just call you, i dont think so.
It's just so clique-ish it pains me. I know i know i hate that word and i hate to even think i used it BAH but yeah im kinda sick and tired of this rubbish. IM SICK and tired of all these empty empty acquaintances i'm making so often. I know some of the guys are cool and all yeah so i cant totally say i'm at my wits end but yeah i miss the good old days. Maybe its just that sticking with the same old bastards for 10 years kinda ... disadvantaged me where making new friends was concerned. But i just want some stability, is that too much to ask for?
Then again, everyone's life by now has been somewhat established i guess, so finding people who share so much in common with you is kinda hard. Bah what am i blabbering on about again. This is starting to get so bloody emo. But yeah maybe its due to Norah Jones playing in the background. She good, Go buy her album(s), then let me rip it.
Hmm really i mean some basic decency is in order, i dont know if im being oversensitive, i think i am but yeah Basic Decency i reckon, i mean i dont understand how some people can live life with that FUCK THE WORLD attitude on 100% of the time. Yes it is important but sometimes you have to be considerate of people's feelings too? But yeah i guess what i'm trying to say is - and im taking a huge gamble that you dont care enough to or even remember this adress, because i think .....
B EEEEEEEE T CHEEEEE . Cant wait to get out of this rut. Please speed this shit all up. God i think i'm turning as emo as macc LOL. Yes TWO letter C's
alright lets lighten up the mood a little shall we. Well the msia trip is up and running Woot eh haha, well there have also been some unpleasant things i've well not really found out, but been exposed to that have somewhat DAMPENED my view of someone so yeah to that fucktard, Fix your fucking attitude because no one owes you a fucking living, i shant go ahead and wish you misfortune, not because i'm above that but because it'll come knocking on your door if you keep that shit up. Yea, i shant pretend im a forgiving asshole because i'm just a regular asshole ;)
No one said i was perfect either, but hey at least i know when to fucking keep my bloody attitude. I suggest you learn that too. You think everyone adresses you by that monkier for fun? No its because you fucking act like everyone owes you a bloody living and you do SHIT , JACKSHIT close to nothing as far as i'm concerned. So in conclusion er Fuck you? Oh damn i was supposed to end it on a light note. uhhhhh
You're going down faster than a clown going to town in a gown that's brown wearing a frown with his face pointed at the ground. Nigga. Orrrr
You're about as cool as a fool in a pool acting like a tool going t'school. Yes i know the school part doesnt fit in, Well bite me.
no really..
bite me
Yea you blinked didnt you.
