Thursday, June 21, 2007
Doh well lookin forward to that big ol soccer game on friday. Nothing more ZOMG than lookin forward to a real friendly on a real field, though somewhat lacking in the proper gear is making me a little nervous. With spectators to boot.
I know JL's saying its just a friendly and its alright if i miss the saves but COURSE ITS NOT FRIGGING ALRIGHT we're playing people younger, jesus christ alive ! lol if we lose its just ZOMG FUCK YOURSELF AND DIE . Heh talk about funfunfun eh. wotwotwot and all tha. ;)
But yeah i think i'm making some progress i mean its cool as a friend and all but personally i think you're a lil whiny and needy and clingy and frankly a little on the annoying side so GOD DAMN WHY am i still somehow somewhat relatively head over heels. What is it because i agonised so long or because i dont want to accept that i read you wrong or what? I mean i can think of people i can get along with better , hell i cant even converse with you for an extended period, why i dont know ! Hell i've had better conversations with jess and i've known a lot less bout her, talked to her for less than a third of the time i've known and spoken to you. Probably on a closer if not the same wavelengeth as her as well. I mean i'm not saying i'm gonna go after her or anything but i mean its just, there are a million other girls i can seem to converse better with and SOMEHOW whatever you do just makes me go ZOMG yeah nothings wrong. You could probably stab my gut with a knife a million times and i'd say oh hey tha was pretty interesting, unless i was already dead, then obviously i'd be speechless. and dead.
Jeez, when the heck am i ever gonna fully get over this wierd wierd thing. Mighta been making some progress i guess you do know about something. But at least last night we did exchange a few words even though the main topic was to curse JL and all i did was try and give him alternatives to fix whatever you were cursing him with. Heh i guess it was silly but it felt good to just have a few words with ya. It feels good, y'know.
Just to be around people who speak ENGLISH most of the time and even if the arguments get a little inane. Thats cool, i mean heh whats the fun of always being so serious. But i just would hope for the time to pass a little faster, get into NS and do my thing overseas. Forget this whole episode. Its not like its no fun with you guys, it is. I definately had a blast with ya'll at sentosa yesterday but its just a little awkward with people who've known each other for so long you know.. Bonds that i dont share. I know i'm starting to sound whiny lol but ah well its not the same y'know. S'why i kinda miss CHS, seeing the same fat bastards everyday and cursing being more rampant than even punctuation.
Well nuff said bout the whiny stuff heh Good luck to you , you lousy fat bastard, get over her NOW jesus i mean its been friggin ages man, SUP with the awkwardness GROW SOME BALLS you just bashed someone the other day about not having the balls to -for the lack of a better word - profess his affection to someone else. Now here you are going noooooooooo its sooo awkward to even look her in the eye. GAH its always easier when its someone elses problem isnt it haha oh well GROW THE BALLS MAN GROW THE BALLS. Touche, matters of the stupid red muscle pounding lifeforce through my veins, NOT EASY.
touche touche touche beurre blanc amuse bouche and why the hell did i just type white butter and little bitesize thingys you serve to people to pop in their mouth to eat.
I dont know , you make me do stupid things and somehow you're rather annoying and ditzy but heh to talk to you is like God just told me , HEY DUUUUDE i'm giving you my powers for a year maaaaaannnn.
WIckkkkkeeedddd
I know JL's saying its just a friendly and its alright if i miss the saves but COURSE ITS NOT FRIGGING ALRIGHT we're playing people younger, jesus christ alive ! lol if we lose its just ZOMG FUCK YOURSELF AND DIE . Heh talk about funfunfun eh. wotwotwot and all tha. ;)
But yeah i think i'm making some progress i mean its cool as a friend and all but personally i think you're a lil whiny and needy and clingy and frankly a little on the annoying side so GOD DAMN WHY am i still somehow somewhat relatively head over heels. What is it because i agonised so long or because i dont want to accept that i read you wrong or what? I mean i can think of people i can get along with better , hell i cant even converse with you for an extended period, why i dont know ! Hell i've had better conversations with jess and i've known a lot less bout her, talked to her for less than a third of the time i've known and spoken to you. Probably on a closer if not the same wavelengeth as her as well. I mean i'm not saying i'm gonna go after her or anything but i mean its just, there are a million other girls i can seem to converse better with and SOMEHOW whatever you do just makes me go ZOMG yeah nothings wrong. You could probably stab my gut with a knife a million times and i'd say oh hey tha was pretty interesting, unless i was already dead, then obviously i'd be speechless. and dead.
Jeez, when the heck am i ever gonna fully get over this wierd wierd thing. Mighta been making some progress i guess you do know about something. But at least last night we did exchange a few words even though the main topic was to curse JL and all i did was try and give him alternatives to fix whatever you were cursing him with. Heh i guess it was silly but it felt good to just have a few words with ya. It feels good, y'know.
Just to be around people who speak ENGLISH most of the time and even if the arguments get a little inane. Thats cool, i mean heh whats the fun of always being so serious. But i just would hope for the time to pass a little faster, get into NS and do my thing overseas. Forget this whole episode. Its not like its no fun with you guys, it is. I definately had a blast with ya'll at sentosa yesterday but its just a little awkward with people who've known each other for so long you know.. Bonds that i dont share. I know i'm starting to sound whiny lol but ah well its not the same y'know. S'why i kinda miss CHS, seeing the same fat bastards everyday and cursing being more rampant than even punctuation.
Well nuff said bout the whiny stuff heh Good luck to you , you lousy fat bastard, get over her NOW jesus i mean its been friggin ages man, SUP with the awkwardness GROW SOME BALLS you just bashed someone the other day about not having the balls to -for the lack of a better word - profess his affection to someone else. Now here you are going noooooooooo its sooo awkward to even look her in the eye. GAH its always easier when its someone elses problem isnt it haha oh well GROW THE BALLS MAN GROW THE BALLS. Touche, matters of the stupid red muscle pounding lifeforce through my veins, NOT EASY.
touche touche touche beurre blanc amuse bouche and why the hell did i just type white butter and little bitesize thingys you serve to people to pop in their mouth to eat.
I dont know , you make me do stupid things and somehow you're rather annoying and ditzy but heh to talk to you is like God just told me , HEY DUUUUDE i'm giving you my powers for a year maaaaaannnn.
WIckkkkkeeedddd
