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The Spirit Carries On (Dream Theater)
Where did we come from?
Why are we here?
Where do we go when we die?
What lies beyond
And what lay before?
Is anything certain in life?
They say " Life is too short"
"The here and the now"
And " You`re only given one shot"
But could there be more
Have I lived before
Or could tis be all that we`ve got?
If I die tomorrow
I`d be allright
Because I believe
That after we`re gone
The spirit carries on
I used to be frightened of dying
I used to think death was the end
But that was before
I`m not scared anymore
I know that my soul will transcend
I may never find all the answers
I never understand why
I may never prove
What I know to be true
But I know that I still have to try
If I die tomorrow
I`d be allright
Because I believe
That after we`re gone
The spirit carries on
"Move on, be brave
Don`t weep at my grave
Because I`m no longer here
But please never let
You memories of me disappear"
Safe in the light that surrounds me
Free of the fear and the pain
My questioning mind
Has help me to find
The meaning in my life again
Victoria`s real
I finally feel
At peace with the girl in my dreams
And now that I`m here
It`s perfectly clear
I found out what all of this means
If I die tomorrow
I`d be allright
Because I believe
That after we`re gone The spirit carries on

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Sunday, June 10, 2007

Guess its a little confusing at some point in time but i guess its slapped me a little hard in the face and i think someone else has taken it a little harder than me. Just that he doesnt want to show it.

But lets just go on into group dynamics, if a certain group enjoys it as it is, they wouldnt be open to introducing new members to the core group now would they? Hard to break into new groups isnt it, sure some are open but when it comes to the crunch they wont call you for everything and you can either feel , hey it aint my group anyhow or you can get a little left out. Obviously i put up a strong front cos i dont want to be a pussy lol but it sucks that i cant hide, though jason i reckon for all his surface cool is taking it a lot worse than me. Fucking pussy isnt even going to attend our own class's thing but i dont want to go into details. All i gotta say

Is that, you're a fucking quitter and a pussy to boot. I'm still in so much agony over what shes done to me and honestly speaking i should have kept my nose out of your inbox lol cos i was bored and what i've found wasnt too encouraging to my cause but thats another story. As far as i'm concerned the group is becoming increasingly distant in terms of my entry path into the group is getting cold but the rest are opening up. So i'm not even being informed, i had to ask to get the info so how do you think i feel then eh, i didnt even get informed about the previous evening's arrangement. So what are you complaining about you fucking R TARD. Stop quitting and hiding at home behind all your gym and fitness.

I have half a reason to believe you starve yourself of enjoyment food and pump iron and fitness all day to escape, you sonofaweakfuck. Get a backbone ok i'm hurting as well, at least turn up for Brandon's campout. You know he'll give you hell again. But thas all i got to say about that. Just that you gotta make your choice and that its just the luck of the draw we've been given the class with stupid morons for girls and the guys are about as 'on' as a bunch of sick rabbits in bed with a skink and a rectal suppository. But i dont know whats wrong with me , maybe its the shortage maybe it is but i do enjoy someone's company, though i'm not sure if its just not her being herself. In one word, Friendly. Ah well dont keep on whining about that ya big whiny nigger or you'll end up like that dipshit Jason.

Just get on with it and take it as it comes. You're stuck with em for a while more and just hope you somehow get a break from that old dude up there ;) Which probably wont happen anyway. Heh

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