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The Spirit Carries On (Dream Theater)
Where did we come from?
Why are we here?
Where do we go when we die?
What lies beyond
And what lay before?
Is anything certain in life?
They say " Life is too short"
"The here and the now"
And " You`re only given one shot"
But could there be more
Have I lived before
Or could tis be all that we`ve got?
If I die tomorrow
I`d be allright
Because I believe
That after we`re gone
The spirit carries on
I used to be frightened of dying
I used to think death was the end
But that was before
I`m not scared anymore
I know that my soul will transcend
I may never find all the answers
I never understand why
I may never prove
What I know to be true
But I know that I still have to try
If I die tomorrow
I`d be allright
Because I believe
That after we`re gone
The spirit carries on
"Move on, be brave
Don`t weep at my grave
Because I`m no longer here
But please never let
You memories of me disappear"
Safe in the light that surrounds me
Free of the fear and the pain
My questioning mind
Has help me to find
The meaning in my life again
Victoria`s real
I finally feel
At peace with the girl in my dreams
And now that I`m here
It`s perfectly clear
I found out what all of this means
If I die tomorrow
I`d be allright
Because I believe
That after we`re gone The spirit carries on

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Sunday, April 30, 2006

I never in my wildest imagination ever thought i could see that or for a lack of better words be put in that place at that time to witness that scene ..

You know how nowadays we're all so morbid and stuff with violent computer games ? With Death just being another old thing thats "common" . But what scared the shit outta me until i ran away crying omg omg ahhhhhhh disturbed me quite a fair bit was that there was a crowd in front of this old looking HDB block number 6 i think and since i dont frequent kallang i wouldnt know the place so i went to walk around and when i saw what was basically a mop of white hair with face lying down in the ground not moving . My first thought was what the hell ? ( not very eloquent i know heh but i'm being honest here ) . However , soon my thoughts of wth turned to thoughts of wtf are you people doing here staring -.- .. ok i know its not something u see everyday but at least have the decency to walk off after a while. I was waiting so i sat down somewhere within view of those pepole staring at the police doing their stuff . What struck me as disgusting was these 2 groups of people(s). One as you know was a bunch of middle aged old ladies standing there gesticulating fiercely while very obviously discussing the reasons and method of death and stuff like that . Could you at least show SOME form of respect and do it away from there instead of right at the scene -.-''.

The other joker is the best , i felt like just giving him the what ho right there and then, you want to know what this joker did ? Heh he walked by , looked , took out a cigg and puffed away all the while watching and stared inching his way nearer and nearer the scene until he was almost a few feet from the police cordon. I really cant take it , ITS NOT A SHOW YOU FUCKING MORON .....you want to watch that go watch those police drama serials they always have .. is nothing ever worth giving respect anymore , its downright disgusting to have so many people crowding around and then once the police brought out the tent to cover the corpse that you move away. You want to stare at a corpse isit ? But after that still some people hung around watching .. and what ticked me off was more ah mahs came to discuss it -.-' , ok you want to discuss it i couldnt care less just please dont it in front of the scene la ..... its very rude ...and ahmahs of all should recognise that point ... Never do as they preach and expect that which they dont do .. typical singaporean .. i'm not being steriotypical here i'm just stating the fact that most people just dont get general courtesy. which brings me to an incident on the bus on the way back.

I'm not a pushy person so when i'm in the front of a squeeze to the bus i'll generally hang back and let people pass before me. For example if your on the side and either only i or you can go through i would hang back and let you pass . That kind of thing . But on the way back some people squeezed past and cut into my line, i mean come on .. you werent even in the queue in the first place and just stuff yourself right in my path .. Its not like you'll die if you go in another 3-4 people behind ?

Or the best part was when this old couple came on the bus , the old man obviously had difficulty walking , i didnt have a seat and was leaning on those u know area on the bus to stand where theres this bar at waist level ? yeah. There were so many more seats and what annoyed me was again everyone of those idiots either pretended not to see or didnt care to give it up to the old man with leg woes .. So what did i do ? Gave him my spot at the corner la , cant sit at least can lean in the corner , throughout the 10-20 mins no one was guilty enough to get off their sorry asses to give a seat to the old man , Is it really so damn difficult to get some form of fortheloveofanotherword (did i use that right ? heck i dont care lol if you get it good if not ignore it lol ) to get NORMAL people. Yes you heard me normal because these people are sick dipshits with no sense of conscience in the least . I dont think its just me who feels bad when i see an old person standing if i'm sitting , i think its human compassion ? yeah well enough of that . Point i want to make has been made in a previous post . For the love of ____ (fill it in yourself) And people ask me why i want to live overseas as a 2nd class citizen , want to hear my reasons ? there you go , you just read it , because this place is going down the gutter. Then again maybe not(yeah right) . As far as i'm concerned it is .

bOrEdoM is My LifE at 7:13 PM






























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